CV and mad panic behaviour

[Professer E]

The crap weather has killed off all my winter produce, given up on it. 

Spent the last three weeks dealing with COVID,  have never been so ill. Missus was critically ill at one stage.  Now barely have the energy, will or motivation to get out of bed in the morning.

I don't understand how the world works anymore,  I don't understand why it's all too @$*ing hard out there.  Can't get this,  or that, no work,  no people.... It's like the whole world has just given up.